A Table Fantastic

“Within this chamber lies a room built far away,

Brought east, then north, by wheel times eight and bed and bed;

No walls it has, but pillars six uphold its roof, and in another day

It was a fortress grand for Chris and Fred.”

Such read a mysterious clue, one of a series in a treasure hunt I put together recently for a special occasion. It led the way to the table which now stands in our living room — a table that has made a remarkable journey through time and space:

The dining room table from my childhood home

The dining room table from my childhood home

I don’t actually know where the table was built, but it was likely “far away.” It is a “room” in the sense that Chris and I imagined it to be such when we played under it as kids. It was “brought east” from Illinois in one truck and then up here in another — eight wheels and two (truck) beds. Those six ornate “pillars” holding up its “roof” seemed like many more when we were small. Back then, it felt like a forest of them. Certainly the warm, dark paneling of our old dining room added to the atmosphere of age and otherworldliness.

"A fortress grand for Chris and Fred"

“A fortress grand for Chris and Fred”

It’s just occurred to me why there seemed to be so many more legs back then. It was because the table was surrounded by six chairs cushioned in blue, their legs carved in the same style as the table’s. So there really was a forest of finely-wrought pillars.

It came humbly to our house back then, like nearly all our furniture: my parents went shopping at the Goodwill and the Salvation Army in Springfield, and this table, chairs, and a matching buffet all came from one of those — I’m not sure which it was, but I’m certain my mom picked the set out and got it all at a very reasonable price.

A Thanksgiving dinner, circa mid-eighties? -- at the dining room table when it stood in the room that would become Mom's office

A Thanksgiving dinner, early eighties? — at the dining room table when it stood in the room that would become Mom’s office

For many years, this rickety, dark-gleaming table served as the board for the laying out of special feasts — Christmas dinner, Thanksgiving meals, Easter feasts, and New Year’s Eve festivity snacks.

Its chief function for all the rest of the year was as Mom’s big, ongoing project table. Her day-to-day work took place at her kitchen table, of which she’s written eloquently elsewhere. Her typing was done at her desk. But this dining room table was for things that couldn’t be finished all at once, but that needed leaving out and accessible. Jigsaw puzzles took slow shape on it; tax-related booklets and forms piled up there as winter gave way to spring. Research projects, grant proposals, and photo albums waited among kits for making Japanese dolls, church choir music, and quilting hoops with their attendant cloth squares, scissors, backing, pin cushions, needles, and spools of thread. Each of these objects took center stage in their proper time. (Mom would sit at the table, quilting, while Dad watched TV in the next room, so Mom knew all their favorite shows by sound alone, as if they were radio broadcasts. She impressed me with her ability to recognize the cast of Star Trek by their voices.)

Although the table was primarily Mom’s workshop, she gladly shared it with me when I was home and needed a work space. One winter, much of the editing of Dragonfly took place on that table in the dining room’s gentle murk.

Farther back, in junior-high and high-school days, I spent happy hours designing dungeons there for our fantasy role-playing troupe, and many a grand session of actual Dungeons & Dragons gaming took place around that table.

If only pictures of it in those years existed! We’ll just have to do it with words. Near one end of the table was the hearth and the white stone fireplace. Next (moving clockwise), a set of windows looked down from the dining room into the lower room where Dad had his easy chair and TV. These windows originally opened to the outside, but we left them in place when the lower room was added on — so I could stick my face close to the open window and talk with Dad in the chamber below, which felt zany and magical somehow — a window between rooms, and everyone able to call to one another easily from various parts of the house. What’s more, Mom applied stained-glass stickers over the panes in those windows, so it was like being in a chapel . . . and, I kid you not, a life-sized suit of armor stood beside the windows, towering over the famous table. Then came the brown wooden bookcase (which also made the move here, to our current home) and the vestigial half-partition, a testament that the dining room had once been divided into two rooms but was now one large space. And all the plush blue chairs with their elaborate legs were crowded in cozily between bookcase and table’s edge. Not far from the other end was Mom’s piano. The buffet against the room’s north wall finished out the square.

Enchanted table

Enchanted table

After my parents passed away, when I lived for a year back in their house, sorting things out, the table became my base of operations. In addition to all its usual mountains, it held my computer. I wrote the first Agondria stories then and there. I first corresponded with the friends that drew me to Pittsburgh. I watched Seasons 6 and 7 of Buffy and Season 1 of Veronica Mars, all at that table. I managed to ease a printer into the mix on an end-stand close by. As the house emptied in preparation for the Great Auction, other furniture was moved out to one fate or another, but I knew I couldn’t let the table go. I carefully took it apart, and when I returned to Japan, the tabletop and its legs went into my storage room at the old house in Taylorville . . . and there they waited in the dark, amid the books and the films and all the other treasures of the past . . . and time went by. More than once I thought fondly of the table and wondered if it would ever stand again in a place I called home.

Well, the fulness of time came. I returned from Japan, and when I loaded up things to haul to Pittsburgh, the table and the buffet were among them. For two years in McKees Rocks, the table again became the holder of ongoing projects, a work surface, the place for entertaining and feeding guests, and the center of writers’ meetings. The people who had first made me curious about the Uncanny City were now sitting around my table with me, discussing writerly quandaries and questions. On one of our first dates, the girl who would become my wife sat at the table with me, playing her guitar as we sang hymns together.

And now at last, the old dining room table has come truly and fully into its own again. I don’t know who or how many people used it before my mom spied it among the jumbled furniture in the second-hand shop and brought it home. I think it must have been well and happily used, for it has about it an air of wholesomeness and tranquility. Certainly it has absorbed nearly fifty years of my family’s laughter and labors. It needed some structural reinforcing when it got here — it’s come by many roads and borne great burdens, and it had grown wobbly; it’s been taken apart and put back together with mismatched hardware more times than anyone can count. Now more permanent screws have gone in, so that I don’t think it will be disassembled again until its long life is utterly played out. It’s more stable than it’s been in all the years I’ve known it.

Now my wife and I eat some meals at it; it’s where we serve our guests. We put our computers and our books and papers on it, and we work and talk there, facing each other. And ever beneath our wrists, under our elbows, around our knees, the table creaks and silently remembers all the things it’s held, all the dreams that have taken shape on its scarred top, all the minds and hearts that have met around it to be nourished in the most important ways.

If you visit us with your small children, we’ll let them clamber and sit beneath it, if they care to. A room, you know, looks different when you peer out at it through a grove of beautifully-tooled columns . . . when you’re safe and sheltered in a chamber without walls, wrapped in the comfortable whispers of the past.

 

24 Responses to A Table Fantastic

  1. fsdthreshold says:

    My dad used to tell me of an account he’d read, supposedly true, of some children who loved to play all the time under a beautiful, ancient table in their family’s home. They spent so much time under there, often sitting silently with attitudes of listening, that the parents finally asked, “What are you doing under there? Why do you play under the table all the time?” The children answered, “We like to hear the singing.” As the story goes, the table in question had come from a monastery. I have no way of knowing whether this tale is true, but it makes a good story — of the sort my dad most liked to tell. And who knows? Maybe experiences and sounds and feelings over time do soak into houses . . . into furniture . . .

  2. Ginny Klemm says:

    Just saw your post. I remember your parents well. They were very good decent nice people. Love the table. Where are u now. I think at one time you were out of the country.

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Thank you, Ginny, for those kind words! Now I live a little northwest of Pittsburgh. And yes, I lived in Japan for twenty-two years. Are you by any chance from the family that used to have the car dealership? My parents bought some of their cars from Klemm’s, if I’ve got the spelling right!

  3. i am mr brown snowflake says:

    Boy does this bring back many fond and wonderful memories! I see the legs of the table I would tap my toes against, trying hard to lead The Flail of Ralsoth safely through Fred’s grand designs (talking D n’ D there, for those who are suddenly lost!). In the angle of the supports Hooper would wedge himself, knowing I would not stop scratching his ears as long as he stayed in range …
    In the first picture of this post, and off to Fred’s left, is the infamous room now so often referred to as a treasure trove, and just behind the camera would be The Tradition (Fred, did you ever show/tell Julie about that?!?).
    I am so very happy that table still exists and now has a place of honor in your home.
    If only the old square graffiti table from the basement of The Book Center had survived! (sigh)

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Thank you, Mr. Brown Snowflake! Yes, you’ve got the location of this family photo exactly right! I’m impressed you analyzed it so accurately, because I don’t remember the table’s being in this place for very long. It was mostly out in the bigger dining room I described in the post. I believe I did tell Julie about The Tradition! And yes, if only that table from The Book Center were still around. If memory serves, I think it passed away along with the wreckage of the barn — bulldozed and burned in 2006. The racks and furniture from The Book Center that couldn’t be sold resided in the barn from 1984 – 2006, by which time the structure had collapsed.

  4. Holly Beard says:

    Love it, Fred. When we were kids, I can remember one Thanksgiving at my grandmother’s when mysteriously, all the black olives went missing. They found my brother underneath the grand clothed table fervently munching those olives surrounded by the pits. Ha! One of the few times that table was ever moved from its spot – in order to retrieve all of those pits. Oh the stories a piece of furniture like that could tell us. Love this post…

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Thank you, Holly! That’s a great story about your brother and the olives! Yes! That’s exactly the sort of memory I hope this post will evoke in those who read it!

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Wow — thanks, Gina! It’s so good to hear from you! Were you at the 10-year reunion? If so, that’s probably the last time we’ve met in person! Thanks for your kind words here, and for reading this blog post!

  5. Nick Ozment says:

    Aw yes, how these touchstones become imbued with the memories they seem to have soaked up!

    The old saw “If only these walls (or this bed, or table, or fill in the blank) could talk” is such a trite and tired cliche that scorn should be heaped on it the moment someone utters some variant of it. But what Fred has done here is to give the table a voice, and to make it talk — story-telling, or spell-making, of a high order.

    Thank you, Fred — through the chronicle of this table, I feel like I know you and your family (whom I regret never to have met) a little better.

  6. Marsha McKinney Blackman says:

    Your writing is truly a gift, Fred. When I had you as a student in 9th grade English, I remember all the wonderful stories, themes, speeches, etc. that you did. I remember you asking me one day as I assigned groups of 2 students to write an ending to a short story we had read. You readily moved your desk to be near your assigned partner, but privately asked me, “What if our styles don’t mesh?” I assured you that not one student in that class had a “style” except you! Another memory is when you agreed to read your story to the class complete with an Australian accent. The class members were mesmerized, including my daughter Amy McKinney. I applaud you for your successfuly and happy life. You were a teacher’s dream!

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Thank you so much for this comment, Ms. Blackman! I remember that year in your class very fondly! Remember the story we read about “Mit or mitout”? I had completely forgotten the two stories you told here — thank you! — hearing your memories is like being able to take a trip back to those days. Did you happen to see the thread a week or so ago when some of us were reminiscing about the movies and projects we made in your class? We were thinking of the Romeo and Juliet slideshows and the movie Scott G. and I made of Poe’s “The Black Cat.” Those were wonderful times, and I really enjoyed and appreciated your class. Thank you for opening so many doorways for us into story, literature, and the imagination!

      • Marsha McKinney Blackman says:

        You are a treasure, Fred. We all knew it when you were in junior high; we all know it now. Thank you for the memories relating to the imaginative, creative, and entertaining projects you all did. You all always surpassed my expectations and made my years as a teacher gratifying, satisfying, and completely fulfilling. I will continue to follow your journey. Blessings to you and your family!

        • fsdthreshold says:

          Right back at you, Ms. Blackman! I’ll never forget those junior-high years, and I’m sure none of my classmates will, either. You introduced us to good stories and gave us plenty of creative outlets for celebrating and expanding on what we were learning. And you held us to standards of rigor and high performance — while still keeping it all fun. Teachers like you during those formative years are truly important in shaping what people will do after they move on from school. Thank you! I’m really honored that you’re here on the blog and that you keep track of your old students!

    • fsdthreshold says:

      Thanks, DayLily! The Tradition involved a little wooden plaque that I bought at some gift shop on a family vacation, possibly at Mammoth Cave. It was a rustic cross-cut of a tree limb with bark around the edge, nicely varnished, with a wooden hammer mounted on it and some words of welcome. Whenever Mr. Brown Snowflake came over to my house — every single time — he would go straight to that plaque/hammer, which was mounted just outside the door to my room. He would take the hammer with grave ceremony, say, “Tradition!” in a booming voice, and rap three times with the hammer on the plaque. I would answer in a British accent, “The Tradition has been observed!”

      And . . . that’s what The Tradition is all about, Charlie Brown.

      • i am mr brown snowflake says:

        And there you have it, DayLily, The Tradition revealed.
        Lacquered (sp?) onto this cross-cut plaque was a cardinal and a short verse about Kentucky (so Mammoth Cave would probably be right!). Extending horizontally from the plaque was a miniature mallet, shaped like the big-headed tools used on county fair midway games to ‘ring the bell’.
        I told Fred that, as it was always a tradition for me at my own house to tap a particular place on the wall as I was going downstairs from my bedroom (exactly why is long forgotten) so it was that there should be some ‘tradition’ at his house … so, three soft taps at “THE TRADITION!” (booming, but not window-rattling loud) would be followed by “The Tradition has been observed!”
        This must have happened 100s of times … and we never missed, EVER. The only times I did not do it was on visits to see his folks when Fred was in Japan.

  7. Linda Moomey says:

    I truly enjoyed your story, Fred. What great memories a table holds. I believe the kitchen/dining room table should hold a special place in every family’s heart! I can only hope my children will remember as fondly as I do. I eagerly await my grandchildren to keep it going.

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